Pityful Existence

I'm a creature born with feelings,
born to feel, to experience.
I can feel so much but love keeps away from me.
I know the warmth when you see your beloved one,
I know the flames of desire burning.
But i don't know what it means to be loved,
each time i opened, my heart got shattered.

I'm a creature with many scars from life,
fighting to find a place called home,
with a thin hope thats dyieng with each,
new shard of my heart.
I'm reatreating to the dark caves of seclusion
and lonliness.
Waiting and fading from
life with every new day i wait.